riddle me this.

ok so honestly, while i'd like to pretend it doesn't bother me, i seriously ask myself why am i still single? I'm at a point in my life where I really do feel I am ready to love again, experience life with someone, and one day ( hopefully before i'm 30), be married.

I don't get why I am still single, and yes I have to admit watching cheesy but ohh so addicting reality shows like the Bachelor, make me realize that there are a lot of cute, well rounded single women in the world. But I don't get it. It feels like everyone I know has a ring on their finger. I hate the dating scene, and while i've been in the middle of it all really have just become even more confused by men. Why they act into you and then don't call? Why they can talk for hours upon hours with you, and then never call, how they can write novel of emails back and forth wit you, and then not call. These are all seperate men mind you.

But I thought the men in SD would be different, and while they definitely are in a sense, they still tend to be jerks in their own way. I don't get it. I think i'm cute, have a good career, have lived life and traveled, well educated, intelligent, outgoing, fun, adventurous, good style, good attitude and outlook on life, well read and traveled...so can anyone tell me why??

Ugh. Valentines is approaching once again and after spending another single Holiday season, here goes another Vday of singleness.

I just want that moment to come. That moment of instant click and comfort, to stay this time. I know it's out there bigger and better.

When.
Where.
Why.
How.