Sunday, November 15, 2009

My turn.

When will it be my turn.
To wake up each morning next to that smile that will last a lifetime.

Sick of waiting to find love.
I wonder why we are soul connected to people?

I feel a connection to him, and him, and him too yet it would never work.
It is about timing in this life time.

Love is all about timing in this world.
I'm sick of my watch not working.
Sick of my clock breaking.
Sick of my heart going in circles with thoughts
that feel right and thoughts that get me excited only to be burned.

When's it my turn?

I'm ready to feel it again, find it again, devote to it again.

If timing was right, maybe it would work.
Connection is deep.
Are we both the black sheep?

I want love.

"Jesus Christ I'm alone again."

I wake up from my sleep
And realize it was all a dream.

I'm still sitting here. Waiting.

Do you think about me too?

Sometimes I just want a clue.
I could be ready for you.
If timing was right.

When's it my turn?

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