Los Angeles

This past week has been a week of amazing music and soul/spiritual connectivity. I cannot articulate well enough how awesome last weekend was and even more so, the new people I met who I consider soul connected. This whole week was great. From the music to Thanksgiving, the energy was right on. But then there came LA.

I drove up to LA yesterday spur of the moment. I wanted to go up to suprise my good friend who needs some suprising in her life, and I admit, I was sort of hoping to see this sexy british man I met in San Diego. But of course, that did not go as hoped and the night got a bit dramatic, and i felt trapped again in the middle of a messy situation -- just the synergy of it ruined my energy. And do I woke up today and realized I am done with LA at least for the time being. It feels so fucking chlastraphobic up there, and while I love my sister up there, my lifestyle is not one of partying at all hours of the day and sleeping from 6am - 2pm. It totally ruined my flow a bit. But its all good, sometimes you learn about life that way and people and places. I feel bad I came and went but felt so refershed getting out of that circle.

There will always be people who will be a part of my heart but it was a chapter I am putting behind for the moment. I know working with GINA RENE will give me the satisfaction I am looking for on the music front. And the people front and the soul connected front.

I don't know where i'm going with this. I'm deliriously tired. But i'd like to take note of mentioning the sexy english man I met last weekend. While I don't think it was love at first site, it was definitely a soul connection at first site. That type of person where you think about him and then they call. I am putting it out there that it will work out to see you again. That all vibes are good. I would love for that to work in my favor.

Delirious...time for bed...