Friday, March 19, 2010

The last straw standing.

I love you like a sister but I can't stand to tell you the truth.
I'm the last straw standing, and so through thick and thin I try to hang on
But t the end of the day my energy empties out.
I can't take the drama, the gossip, the go around in circles...

some things never change.
I don't know how to tell you this.
Without any drama, and so then I think to myself
Don't say anything at all.

I do love you like a sister, I do.
But everything in moderation.
And when I bond with people who are on the same page with me,
i sometimes wish we could all be one big happy family.
but we tried and it doesn't work.

it's okay to make new friends.
it's okay to go in phases.
it's okay to do what ya wanna do at the end of the day.
cuz it's my life.
and i love you.
but i'm the last straw standing, and my drink is almost empty.

please forgive me.
i love you like a sister.
but i can stand the drama.

and ain't tryin to have that in my life.

i do hope one day you understand.
I pray for you.

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